this week is slowly killing me.
i was so happy. oh yea. i love being pregnant. and now...
i just want to get to the 3rd trimester. and i want to get this morning sickness. (which it never should have been called because i'm sick 24/7!!!) over with. hate it so much. i absolutely hate being sick. but. what i hate the most. is when i think about a food that i've eaten. and it was absolutely disgusting. a stupid banquet boxed dinner. and. it makes me sick. ugh. :/ oh my goodness.
it really does suck. i never thought that i would be sick. well. i was like. ok. i'll feel sick for a couple hours every day. for a few weeks. but. oh no. that is not how it is. and that is not how it will be. and i'll be sick for a very long time! and it will only get worse!! haha. that is how i feel. and i just dont like this. i just wanted to have a baby. not this. it is dumb.
and. i've been so busy watching kids! bruno, emmett, jack, jordan, jonah. so many kids!! and. my stupid stomach. is killing me. and i've just been so exhausted. and. i feel bad because. i never really gave it my all when i watched them. and. i just kinda wanted to sleep the whole time. :/ oops.
i miss my family. and friends. we should all just live in one town. like we all used to. and then everything would be great. because. i think that i would feel better. and distracted from being sick. and. i just wish my mom was here. so she could help me feel better like she always did when i was sick. because. i could really use that right now.
just kinda hard week that i've been having. hopefully things will get better. :)
I am so sorry Maryann. :( I completely understand. I hope that it ends at the magical 16 weeks (or before) that it does for most everyone. For me it didn't- 6 kids with 9 months of it for every one. But, even with all that meant and how I felt- it was absolutely and totally worth it! Not easy, but worth it! Keep busy (like on awesome baby crafts) to distract yourself. Do your best eat what you can and stay flexible with what is easy to get to. And if you get to the point (which you may already be at) where you need it: get medication- we have it, use it! It will help. Will you feel perfect on it? No, but better. Remember that sweet baby! And I'll keep you in my prayers, Krystall :)
ReplyDeleteMaryann, you need to call me and come over and hang out. I know about morning sickness, been there, we can talk about it, call if you'd like and we can just lounge around in pj's and be pregnant together!!
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